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Do
or Die for the Guru:
In
accordance with Gunatitanand Swami's wishes, Pragji Bhakta left
home and went to Junagadh to serve him. Swami had undertaken the
task of constructing a new mansion (haveli) on the temple premises.
Pragji Bhakta laboured hard and dug deep foundations. Then Swami
asked him to wash the sand and pour it into the foundation. He
completed this difficult task all alone. Every time he worked
Gunatitanand Swami expressed his pleasure, which encouraged Pragji
Bhakta to work more and more.
Then came the most difficult job of preparing the mortar. Everyone
was afraid of the blisters and blindness caused by it. Nobody
would come forward to undertake this work. Swami desired that
Pragji Bhakta come forward. He willingly accepted the work and
started lifting raw lime sacks on his back. He poured water on
the lime and pounded it into mortar with his bare feet in a pit.
With a desire to please Swami, Pragji Bhakta absorbed himself
in the work maintaining divyabhava towards everyone. He found
great pleasure in his work. If anyone warned him , "Pragji,
you will become blind on account of the heat of the lime,"
he would simply reply, "I want to please Swami. I have dedicated
my life in the service of Swami."
Although Pragji Bhakta worked day and night without bothering
about anything once Gunatitanand Swami told him, "You are
working with your physical power but without tapa (penance) your
senses will not be tamed. Start your penance by observing fast
for two days together and by eating only once on the third day."
Being told thus, Pragji Bhakta commenced his mahatapa (the great
penance). He laboured during the day and in his spare moments
he sat near Swami and listened to his divine discourses. Even
at night, he would be in Swami's company. Sometimes for an hour
or so Swami would ask him to sleep in the posture of gorakhasana
(one of the Yoga asanas). He was never in bed.
Gunatitanand Swami was greatly pleased with the deep devotion
and service of Pragji Bhakta. Many a time Swami would explain
to him the teachings of Shriji Maharaj as expressed in Vachanamritam
and at times taught him the intricate yogic methods of meditation.
Pragji Bhakta had one aim, one desire, one mission to act according
to the wishes of Swami and to obey all his commands.
At times Swami used to test him. Once Swami told him, "Pragji,
mortar is to be prepared. Fetch me two hundred spades and five
hundred baskets." Pragji went to the temple and returned
with some spades and baskets which he could collect. But he never
argued with the Swami. He never told him as to where he was expected
to bring so many spades and baskets from. He knew that the temple
did not possess spades and baskets in such a big number. He knew
that Gunatitanand Swami was omniscient. Therefore, it was his
duty to act according to his desire, keeping firm faith in him.
There is another instance of a sudden and odd command. Once, Swami
told him, "Pragji, go and call Mount Girnar. The poor fellow
has been performing tapa (penance) for ages. Let me bless him."
Pragji rushed to call Girnar. Some people criticised Pragji for
not using discretion. They remarked, "How could a mountain
come? You should use discretion in carrying out commands."
Pragji Bhakta replied, "It is the duty of a shishya (disciple)
to carry out all the commands of his guru without any hesitation.
Only those commands which are against the tenets of religion should
not be obeyed. I will go to Girnar and call him. Whether he wants
to come or not is upto him." Such was his firm faith in Swami.
For three consecutive days he worked hard to prepare the furnace
and then for three days he worked to fill it with lime. Swami
became so happy that he embraced him twice or thrice and touched
his head to bless him. Tears of joy rolled down the cheeks of
Pragji Bhakta. He thought, What great fortune that Gunatitanand
Swami himself is embracing me and bestowing upon me his divine
love."
His inner self was in constant communion with Swami. Even very
minor happenings revealed this fact. Once Swami accompanied by
saints and devotees went to the meadows of Sankhdawadar near Junagadh
to cut grass. All of a sudden it started raining heavily Pragji
Bhakta took two sheets and made an improvised umbrella and sheltered
Swami. Swami became very happy and said, "kalyan (redemption)
lies in three things, atmabudhdhi, anuvruti and seva towards those
who are spiritually great."
A barber named Karsan used to serve the saints at Junagadh temple.
He increased his rates by one paise per head. Gunatitanand Swami
refused to pay him the increased rates. But soon the saints felt
uncomfortable without the monthly shaving and tonsuring. Swami
asked Pragji Bhakta to do the barber's job. He was always eager
to obey his guru. He bought a razor from the town and first served
Swami and then for nearly six months he performed the role of
a barber without feeling ashamed of what he was doing. He worked
as a torch-bearer too. This, too, was the job of the barber. Swami
deeply loved him and always offered him food from his own wooden
eating bowl.
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