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Subtle
Penance:
Swami
was totally indifferent to his body. His body was used to hardships.
He would himself go for collecting grain in the cloth-bag for
the group in which he was touring. From whatever he got, he
would first feed the senior sadguru and other saints of the
group and then he would eat whatever was left. Sometimes he
had to remain hungry and go without food; but he would not let
others know this. As such he used to half starve his body. He
used to tie a string round his waist in order to measure his
waist - line. If he felt that his waist-line was increasing,
he would observe a fast.
Once on request from Ramdas Swami, Maharaj sent Swami with him
for touring. When they reached a village some of the saints
had an attack of fever, so they had to extend their stay in
that village. The ailing saints could not take any food, so
one of the devotees brought roasted beans. The beans were tasty.
So Ramdas Swami gave them to the ailing saints. But even after
that, plenty of beans were left. So, all the saints of the group
ate them and yet one pound of beans city still remained. All
the saints had eaten to their capacity and could not eat anymore.
So Ramdas Swami was worried as to what to do with those beans.
Moreover, Maharaj had given instructions for aparigraha and
therefore, they could not be stored. So Ramdas Swami again requested
the saints to finish the beans. At this juncture, Swami, who
always half-starved himself, intervened and said, If it is your
wish I shall eat them." And Swami finished them all. Seeing
this Ramdas Swami said, "Oh sadhuram! Do you starve yourself
to that extent!"
Once Maharaj arrived at Umreth after celebrating the samaiya
of Hari Navami at Vadtal. Here Maharaj Himself served plenty
of mango juice and chapati to all the saints at Nandram Thakar's
place. After the meals, Maharaj assembled them under the cool
shade of a mango tree. It was the month of Chaitra and therefore
it was very hot. All the saints were feeling rather uncomfortable
in the heat after having such a heavy meal. At that time Maharaj
ordered, "Today you have had the food of a miser so stand
up and chant and repeat in chorus the kirtans, so that you can
easily digest the food." It was difficult even to sit.
Who would stand up to chant kirtans? But Swami, who was indifferent
to his body, stood up. Seeing this Tadroopanand Swami also stood
up. Swami knew about five hundred kirtans by heart. He chanted
them one by one and others repeated after him. In this way the
kirtan worship continued for about a couple of hours. By the
grace of Maharaj the sky also remained covered with clouds,
and soon after the assembly was over, it rained. Swami's gesture
of chanting kirtans continuously pleased Maharaj and He complimented
Swami that it had rained because of his devotion.
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