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Control
of Instincts:
In
the Samvat Year 1869, there was a severe drought in Kathiawad.
In order to lessen the consequent burden, Maharaj sent away
Muktanand Swami to Surat with a group of two hundred saints.
Gunatitanand Swami was also included in this group. Somebody
had tied a dark-blue monkey in the ruins just opposite the lodging
of the saints. Everybody's attention was naturally drawn towards
that monkey due to its incessant movements.
One night, whilst giving a discourse, Muktanand Swami addressed
all the saints, "Look, how vagrant are our senses! They
always beguile us. There is no need for us to look there, but
there is hardly anyone among us who has not seen that monkey.
If there is anybody, please stand up." Everyone was astonished
when they listened to Swami Muktanand. Only Gunatitanand Swami
stood up with folded hands from amongst the two hundred saints.
Seeing this, Muktanand Swami was also surprised and he said,
Oh! You are the only one amongst this group who could control
his instincts. Even I have looked at that monkey." But
Swami could do it because he constantly looked inward and there
was nothing in his heart, except the image of Maharaj. Muktanand
Swami was all praise for this brahmic state of Swami.
In those days, all the saints took turns in Surat city for collecting
grains from house to house. Swami had to go everyday, under
the instructions of Muktanand Swami. The reason was that other
saints had to fast invariably because they unconsciously cast
glances on ladies; but Swami had no difficulty in observing
this strict rule because he was totally absorbed in the image
of Maharaj. His companion saints changed everyday, but he went
out unperturbed for this service everyday.
Once
Swami Anand also witnessed the experience of Swami's constant
involvement with the divine form of Shriji Maharaj. Both of
them were on their rounds for collecting grains in the cloth-bag.
Swami was holding two ends of the bag and chanting 'Narayan
Hare, Sachchidanand Prabho' on the way. At that time, Maharaj
walked in front of Swami, but backward's and gave His darshan
in this form. Swami bowed to Maharaj and prayed, "O Maharaj
! Please walk looking straight ahead because the land is uneven
and You might lose balance." Maharaj replied, "How
can I show My back to an ascetic like you ?" Swami Anand
saw and heard all this by the grace of Maharaj. He realised
the infinite glory of Swami. In this way Swami spent six months
in Surat, collecting grains in the cloth-bag.
Swami never looked beyond his nose;
he had no interest in anything except the image of Shriji Maharaj.
So, Swami's benevolent looks imbibed piety in the hearts of
those who were graced by them.
"Yogashchitta Vrutti Nirodhah" was the ultimate goal
achieved by Swami through the image of Shriji Maharaj. And yet
he constantly craved for the face-to-face darshan of Maharaj.
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