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Early
Childhood:
When
Mulji was four years old he once demanded milk from his mother.
Sakarba replied, "Dear son I'll give it to you after offering
it to Thakorji." On hearing this, Mulji began to smile and
said, "Mother! Thakorji is constantly present in my heart.
When I dine Thakorji dines with me. When I sleep Thakorji sleeps
with me. And therefore if I drink milk, He too will drink it with
me." Sakarba was taken by surprise when she heard her son's
sentences which were childlike but full of knowledge. Sakarba offered
a glass of milk to Mulji in order to fulfil his desire. Looking
at his mother with a smile on his face, Mulji drank away the milk
Suddenly, at that time, Sakarba's attention was drawn towards Thakorji.
She found a thin white line on the lips of the idol and she realised
the truth behind Mulji's utterances.
It was the tenth day of Fagan Sud, when suddenly Mulji addressed
his mother with zest, "Mother ! Mother ! the thread ceremony
of my Lord Purushottam Narayan is being celebrated in Ayodhya today.
So please sing the songs of the thread ceremony." Sakarba was
delighted to hear these surprising talks of her child. Very often
she used to tell the women who met her on the river bank and ran
down with her to her home, "My Mulji talks as if he is a great
scholar. Sometimes I do not even understand what he talks about.
Yet I like to listen to his sweet tongue." In this way the
innocent but devoted people of the village also never missed the
darshan and the smaran of Mulji.
Bholanath and Sakarba were blessed with another son. He was named
Sundarji. Very often while playing with his younger brother Sundarji,
Mulji exchanged glances with him and talked about incomprehensible
things. Once Mulji was pulling the string of the cradle in which
Sundarji was lying. Mulji stopped the cradle every now and then
and talked with Sundarji. "What are you talking about ?"
his mother asked. Mulji replied, "Mother ! Mother ! I am going
to become a sadhu and will make this Sundarji also an ascetic with
me."
Sakarba was flabbergasted. She lifted Sundarji from the cradle,
embraced him and said, "No ! No ! You don't have to become
an ascetic. Don't speak such ominous words." On such occasions
Sakarba's affectionate nature revolted itself, and she looked upon
Mulji from the worldly view-point.
Although he was very young, Mulji remained very sober. He had no
taste for material objects. He was never attracted towards eating,
drinking, merry-making and such other worldly and sensuous pleasures.
He was always engrossed in the devotion and Bhagavat smaran. On
many occasions he used to talk about Shreeji and used to make forecasts
about His arrival. He was always absorbed in divine pleasure as
a result of his constant union with his Lord, Almighty Para-Brahman
Poorna Purushottam Bhagwan Shri Sahajanand Swami. Whenever this
sense of union was in excess many people saw this child devotee
as the very incarnation of Almighty Himself who manifested Himself
in this form.
Once upon a time Mulji was engrossed in his devotion. His father
saw him in this condition and said, "Mulji ! such devotion
should be practised only when you are old. This is the time for
you to eat, drink and be merry." Mulji did not utter a word
when he heard this reply. He went out of the house.
After sometime Mulji returned and told his father, "You asked
me to worship God in old age, but I just went round the village
and found that all old people of the village are sitting in the
square and are busy gossiping. None of them remembers God. So if
we rely on the promise of old age we might lose our precious youth.
How can we rely on our body?" Bholanath's eyes opened when
he heard these sentences of Mulji which were full of deep understanding.
He rejoiced in his heart of hearts and stopped putting obstacles
in the worship of Bhakta Mulji.
Mulji had a special taste for tamarind, jujuba and wood apple. So
whenever he ate these fruits Bholanath used to reprimand him. "Mulji
! Do we not have wheat, ghee and jaggery in the house that you eat
such things. Mulji never replied to this but through such actions
everyone could see his natural inclination for penance.
The thread ceremony of Bhakta Mulji was celebrated on the auspicious
fifth day of Jeth Sud in the year V. S. 1849. The Guru advised him
to pursue further studies. On hearing this advice, Mulji replied,
"I have studied the divine knowledge of singing the exploits
of the Lord Supreme. What else could be the purpose of undergoing
further studies ?"
The Guru performed the ceremony of leaving for Benaras for pursuing
further studies. In the village square, seven lines, symbols of
the seven seas, were drawn and Mulji was made to cross them. On
the other side Vashram Mama was standing. He lifted Mulji on the
shoulders and brought him home. The Guru then asked him why he had
not gone to Benaras for further studies. Mulji replied, "Purushottam
Narayan, at whose lotus feet there are innumerable Benarases, will
come here; what then is the idea behind going to Benaras? Everyone
present was taken by surprise by such a statement by the devotee.
When Bhakta Mulji entered adolescence his curiosity about other
religious sects increased. Although he was himself omniscient he
behaved like a layman. He was always very eager to go to preceptors
of the different religions in order to know their opinions. In this
way he learnt the principle of Shuddhadvait from Acharya Gosain
Narsinhlalji of the Vaishnava Sect. Finding some malpractices he
did not take any further interest. Pranami Sect was also very popular
in those days. So he studied that also. At last he was convinced
with the Shuddha Bhagavat Dharma spread by his father's Guru Ramanand
Swami, whom he accepted as his own Guru.
It was around that time that Ramanand Swami had arrived at Shekhpat.
Bhakta Mulji went to Shekhpat to have the darshan of the Swami.
Here Lalji Suthar was a staunch devotee of the Swami. As a result
of Swami's desire ties of affection developed between these two
devotees. After some time Swami left, but Bhakta Lalji and Bhakta
Mulji continued to meet for satsang. The distance between Bhadra
and Shekhpat was about seven miles. Every night both these devotees
met half way in a temple of Lord Shiva. Both of them covered a distance
of about three and a half miles. For the whole night they would
indulge in the satsang and would talk about the divine exploits
of Swami Ramanand. In the morning, they would again cover the, distance
of three and a half miles to reach home. In this way they enjoyed
each other's company for a number of years. They never cared for
sleep, fatigue or rest. Such was their friendship!
At that time the Lord Supreme moved around in the forest. Bhakta
Mulji would have His darshan everyday. Once in the ecstatic condition
of darshan he began to sing :
"Vanman Vahlo Vichare Te Avshe Aapane Gaam,
Mata Mujane Janajo Te ja Prabhunun Dhaam."
In this way he explained to his mother that, "The Almighty
will come to our house and will accept the food offered by you.
Tell me, how fortunate you are!" Old lady Sakarba listened
to all this with awe and wonder. But after some time, Mulji would
talk in the normal worldly manner and would make his mother forget
her awe and respect for him, and then he would leave for his farm.
Once Mulji was on his way to the farm with his friends. Many a time
he used to combine knowledge with fun even for his friends. On their
way to the farm they came across a well. Children began to peep
into the well. Mulji dropped a stone in it. As a result of this
the moss which had covered the water was cleared and everyone could
see clear water. Mulji showed this to all the children and said,
"See how clear the water has become. Due to the moss, we could
not see the water as it was. Similarly, Maya covers the Jiva and
does not allow the Jiva to worship God." It was then that the
children asked Mulji with curiosity whether he had seen God. Mulji
replied, "I see God constantly and He will certainly come here."
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