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"
I Dwell in you Eternally":
Even
at the time of the end of His life, Maharaj showed everybody how
He was in union with this supreme saint who was His Dham. During
His illness, Maharaj kept Brahmanand Swami by Himself and granted
him divine bliss. When he decided to go to Dham He instructed
Brahmanand Swami to go to Junagadh and send Gunatitanand Swami
from there. Maharaj did so because He had promised Swami that
He would certainly send for him before leaving for Dham. Brahmanand
Swami found it very difficult to part from Maharaj under such
distressing conditions but he had to obey the orders and go.
When Brahmanand Swami reached Junagadh, Swami was already awaiting
orders from Maharaj. On getting the message, he immediately left
for Gadhada. Nobody was allowed to go near Maharaj as He was seriously
ill. But Maharaj had instructed Sura Khachar to allow Swami to
come to Him. When Swami arrived he was soon taken to Maharaj.
While having the darshan of Maharaj, tears rolled from Swami's
eyes. He prostrated himself and then sat on the floor near Maharaj's
cot. Maharaj and Swami looked into each other's eyes. Maharaj
addressed Swami and said :
"Mitha Vhala Kem visaru, Maru Tamathi Bandhel Tan Ho,
Tarasyane Jem Panidu Vahalu, Bhukhyane Bhojan Ho
........Mitha Vhala..."
"O, my dear sweet, how can I forget you ? I am bound by you,
I pine for you just as a thirsty man yearns for water and a hungry
man for food ... 0 ..."

Swami also responded in similar tunes. Thereafter, Maharaj enquired
about Junagad. Maharaj had
resolved to go to Dham. But before that He called Gopalanand Swami
and recommended to him, "We have appointed you as a senior
of both the regions. But please pay special attention to our Akshardham
Gunatitanand Swami, and Raghuvirji who are intensely attached
to Me." He recommended to Swami also, "I am not going
to be in this world any longer. But you should spread My full
glory and grant divine bliss to all our satsangis."
Thus, on the tenth day of Jeth Sud in the Samvat Year 1886, Maharaj
departed to Dham independently with the help of His Yoga strength.
There was mourning all around. Gopalanand Swami and Gunatitanand
Swami consoled everyone. The funeral rites of Maharaj were performed
at Laxmiwadi. Thereafter, Swami went to answer a call of nature
and on returning, he saw green grass swaying around the brooklet.
Seeing this Swami thought, "Oh! Water is the life of this
grass. How green it is ! Similarly, Maharaj was our life. He is
gone!" While these thoughts were running through his mind,
Swami became unconscious and fell down. Suddenly, Maharaj emerged
there in a divine form and brought Swami back to consciousness,
and said, "Swami! I have not gone away! I dwell in you eternally."
Having said this Maharaj disappeared. Swami, who was feeling unhappy
by the departure of Maharaj, felt overwhelmed after the darshan
of Maharaj and engaged himself in spreading the Ekantik Dharma
according to the orders of Maharaj.
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