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Renunciation
and Initiation:
WIn
this burning world Mulji dissociated himself from family ties
and constantly remained indifferent.
He could not concentrate on any job. The day was Kartik Sud
Poornima in the Samvat Year 1865, Bhakta Mulji was busy diverting
water to his cane-field situated on the river bank. He was anxiously
awaiting the orders of Maharaj for renouncing this world when
suddenly he had a vision of Shriji Maharaj in the 'Antariksha'.
Maharaj had put on a golden yellow 'Pitamber' and a southern
type of head-gear called paag. Maharaj addressed Mulji bhakta,
"What have we come for and what is happening. The divine
light of Brahman has faded away from the world, so come along."
Without a moment's delay Mulji stopped his work, he did not
even go home but left for Gadhada in the same clothes to meet
Maharaj. Maharaj initiated him. After that Mulji requested Him
to allow him to remain in His service.
Mulji had alienated himself completely from the world and had
no interest whatsoever in material objects. In order that others
might realise this condition of Mulji, Shriji Maharaj once put
him to the test and said, "We are prepared to initiate
you fully and make you a sadhu, but have you burnt your house
or have you kept it intact?" Mulji who had a simple nature
replied, "Maharaj, I've kept it intact." Go, burn
it and then come back. We'll make you a sadhu after that,"
ordered Maharaj. Mulji obeyed the order of Maharaj and left
for Bhadra. Maharaj knew that Mulji would come back only after
burning the house. So he immediately sent Bhaguji and called
him back. From the spiritual view point, Mulji had already burnt
any ties of affection, to his family and estate from his heart.
But he was also prepared to destroy all the material ties too.
Seeing his readiness to do so Maharaj showered praise on him.
After some time his uncle arrived there to take him back. At
that time Bhakta Mulji had gone to the overflowing river Ghela
for a bath. His uncle went there and addressed Mulji :
"Sansaarma saraso rahe ne man mari paas jo,
Sansaarma lopaay nahi te jaan maaro das jo."
Mulji Bhakta replied :
Chittaki vrutti ek hai, bhave tahi lagaavo,
Chahe to Hari ki Bhakti karo, chahe to vishay kamaao."
Saying these words Mulji refused to accompany his uncle back
home. When Mulji finished his bath and returned. Maharaj told
him to go back with his uncle. But Mulji protested and said,
"I don't want to go back home. I want to remain constantly
in Your service." So Maharaj coaxed him to go back and
said, "If your hand is trapped under a heavy stone, we
should get out cleverly and not by force. So go back home for
the present, and come back here after winning over everybody."
Mulji obeyed Maharaj's order and went home. After some time
he came back with his younger brother Sundarji whom he had also
persuaded to become a sadhu. Darkness can never exist in the
presence of the bright sun. Who can possibly bind one who is
nirlepa (detached) and nirvikar ? Bhakta Mulji became active
in the service of Shriji Maharaj and withdrew from all his worldly
ties like a tortoise who withdraws its limbs.
In
the month of Posha in the Samvat Year 1866 Shriji Maharaj began
a great yagna at village Dabhan in order to initiate his favourite
Bhaktaraj Anadi Akshar Brahman Mulji Bhakta into Vaishnavi diksha.
In this non-violent yagna. Maharaj gave away plenty of alms
and hosted a dinner for thousands of brahmins who were highly
satisfied, On the day of Poonam the yagna was concluded and
Maharaj ceremoniously initiated Bhakta Mulji into Bhagvati diksha
and gave him the auspicious name of 'Gunatitanand'.1 This unique
and characteristic name suggests his importance as Akshar Brahman.
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